What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

My body my voice, especially my voice

What do you respect the most about Elon Musk?

I think

They’re both small dogs

Likes we’re not siblings

Why are Republicans so brainwashed and oblivious to the fact that a lot of the price increases going on right now is due to corporate greed, not inflation?

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

I hate it

Was Jimmy Carter a good President of the United States?

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

And she ate half of the popcorn

What are some best sources of great porn?

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

Why are Boomers so vehemently opposed to student loan forgiveness?

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I hate myself so much

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

Is Melania still angry that she failed as a model? Why is she so cold and hostile? Why did she blame everyone for her actions in her trite book?

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

Why are there so many single moms in America?

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

Why do narcissists want to hurt your feelings, even after they discard you?

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

About all my friends

How do I cope with the fact that I will never have a girlfriend?

I want to but I can’t

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

Just wanted to put it out there

Have you ever been humiliated in front of a group of girls and enjoyed it?

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

What would happen if the Earth stopped spinning for one minute?

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

Idk tbh

Thinking from a spiritual perspective, can we say that the journey in recovering from narcissistic abuse a battle of spiritual warfare? Any thoughts on this?

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Why are people so rude to debt collector’s? I am one and I am so tired of being mistreated. We are under paid and then have to deal with the most ungrateful, and disrespectful people. We aren’t customer service. Don’t get mad at us because YOU owe.

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I want to be a boy

What is the reasoning behind conspiracy theorists claiming that there were multiple shooters involved in the JFK assassination?

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

and I’m such a picky eater

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

I can’t anymore I just hate it

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it